This page is for the softer side of ME.
Starting over? After not having done anything to this page in along time,
I find myself looking at this page in wonder. How did I loose all these feelings? I "didn't" is my response, I just forgot about them because I thought other things were more
important. How wrong I was. I had forgotten my roots and I'm returning to them little by little. This is a cut and paste from something I got in an e-mail, something near and
dear that I had forgotten that is only to true.
"A son and his father were walking on the mountains.
Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain:
"AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"
He receives the answer: "Who are you?"
And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"
The voice answers: "I admire you!"
Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"
He receives the answer: "Coward!"
He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"
The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."
Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"
The voice answers: "You are a champion!"
The boy is surprised, but does not understand.
Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE.
It gives you back everything you say or do.
Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart.
If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life;
Life will give you back everything you have given to it."
YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU!"
-- Unknown Author
These simple words have reminded me about 2 things:
What I put out, I get in return, 3 fold.
And, that I'm still learning.
Most people had the chance to develop the simple things in life. To develop into resposible and productive members of society
and to function in manners "correct" by societies standards. For these things, I'm still learning. Not perfect by any means, however,
I'm willing to learn a different way of life other then the one I've been taught. My heart goes out to all who I have affected in a negative way,
for this, I apologize to my core. For all those who I have continuous contact with, who have been patient, who have helped me
to grow, My sincere thanks from the bottom of my heart. Thank you.
Some Music for Inspiration
Some new things for inspiration (stuff added as of Oct. 2, 2001)
Don't quit!!(New)
Greif and Action - Get off that pity Pot!!!(New)
Goof Off - Interesting thoughts(New)
Learn to Say Thanks(New)
It's up to you!!.(New)
No matter how we say things, they can hurt. Honesty without compassion is still cruelty.(New)
You never know what's important
A daily meditation February 19, 2000
No, there isn't a reason this is stuck on this date...;-) Matter of fact, I'll be working on a redesign of this
site and it will be posted soon. I hope to have a link to an Automatic page where the current "Just for today"
shows up.
Today, a new beginning. 15 August 1998
(Don't forget to hit refresh on this and other pages)
My life before 14 years ago... Darkness
Despair - Written with an end in mind
A stolen thought - I thought this was special on my thoughts of the Darkness
A thought on TRUST
How about another new one - for that special someone, you know who - Lessons learned, some applies, some don't...;-) New
Found this from bluemountain.com (virtual cards) - Wood Dragon
" I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadow - If I fail, if I succeed - At least I live as I believe" - A line from a song by George Benson
Tower of Strength - Very good song in Tribute to HP ( MP3 available also )
Read this, and let it really sink in... - You choose
The Wallet - One of the most touching stories I've read in along time, Loved it
Today - Some thought to think about
Reality of a Dream - Only for the dreams
Intuition is the spiritual faculty that does not explain, it simply points the way.
Forgiveness - a card that touched my heart
Soul Talk - Unknown Author, I found it in a newsgroup and kept it ever since
Someone sent me these songs awhile back, thought I would add them here, they seem to make sense for the loss of another and the things that I've been going through, some will understand, some won't, such is the way it goes. To bad others can't believe in "Love" the way some do.
GOD MUST HAVE SPENT A LITTLE MORE TIME ON YOU - By NSYNC I DRIVE MYSELF CRAZY - By NYSNC EVERYTHING I OWN - By NSYNC By NSYNCSeal Lyric's - The guy knows how to sing that's for sure
If you want more about Seal - go here - http://www.ultim.demon.co.uk/seal/
DON'T CRY - Seal ( Good words )
FAST CHANGES - Seal
NEWBORN FRIEND - Seal
PEOPLE ASKING WHY - Seal
WHIRLPOOL - Seal
Big rocks and Little rocks - What are yours?
Discipline, Release - Very cool, and simple too
Two Boxes - Pay close attention to the lesson
I wonder - Great thought brought to life
Cry - So simple yet so hard, To thy ownself be true.
Some Simple Thoughts - Recieved in an email
Your Memory - Just a pondering thought of lose
Right now... Somebody - Send this to someone you are thinking about..;-)
A Simple thought on Truth - Was a daily Meditation somewhere else
When You love SomeOne - from someone very Special
Letting Go - Found this in Deep Ellum about 2am Sat. night - 15Aug1998
Heartsongs - Some songs I found
Shimmer - A song that touched upon this soul
Try - Seems to be written at a young age, still pretty cool tho
Well of Love - An Affirmation that I thought was great - Now just to be able to do it...;-)
Sociopath - Something funny...;-)
The Bank - Just imagine
Believe in Yourself - No one else will
Candle in the wind - by Elton John (Someone should understand)
Don't Quit - No matter what!
Melt your heart - A touching song
Regrets - Who wants them? Not me, I've already had enough.
The Rose - Something good
Soulmates - Are they Real? I happen to beleive so.
Some thoughts to aspire too... We are all Human after all and will make mistakes even under the best of circumstances
The meaning of friends that I could never express the way said here.
101 steps to having a good relationship
Your Indifferent Nearness - One day this touched me, I saved it. I like it.
A sad and Lonely day - The stabbing sharpness came so clear in so few words
Some Kind of Paradise Lost - This is actually very good..;-)
Count Your Blessings - Got this in an e-mail from a friend
Full of Grace - Someone sent this to me, touched me
Paul Verlaine - "Mon reve familier" - Sent to me awhile back, a description I could only seeDesiderata - My brother sent this to me in a time of stress
October 2, 2001
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